The take away from my quarter life crisis was this - life is just one long wait for death (well, its short in the case of some people I guess). 

This epiphany every notion that I had of me and those around me. I have learnt to keep a safe distance from everyone to ease off of complications, because in the end, it means nothing.

I feel close to NO ONE.

Its feels liberating, as well as a damaging - hollowing.