:D

I need you to stop me from killing myself a little everyday.

The feeling of have someone love me back, I guess is something I'll never realise in my life.

Be Present

I miss her.

Some Love Stories
You talk during lunch break every day.

Some Love Stories
You cry with Joy when they say they're getting married.

Some Love Stories
They're at the door everyday with coffee for the two of you.

Some Love Stories
They make you feel giddy inside.

Some Love Stories
You check their Facebook despite them not being on your friend list anymore cuz you just wanna know they're happy
everyday.

Feeling Melancholic

I feel like I'm singing for someone I can't see. An unknown person. Maybe someone who's as broken as me. Someone who will be proud, happy for every moment spent together. Fuck. My mind just told me I should die. My body tells me I'm dying. It feels empty and cold inside. I can't stop crying. I don't know why I'm crying.

A few minutes later...

Feeling much better now.

The way I am

I recovered my old phone and along with it this, some thing I'd written a while back. I can't help the way I am, I don't understand myself but this is an attempt towards it...

I don't want to be a jerk
But infedilty runs in my blood.
From my mother's father
Who had three wives
To my father's mother
Who I think told me once she got married twice.
The list of adulterers in my family is quite long
It wouldn't be untrue to say
They either know too much or too less about love.
And thus when it came to my parents too
By circumstances it chance
They each got married twice.
So how could I escape this vice?

1st September was an historic day - today I took my first Selfie ever to send to someone!! :D